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[16 Jun 2005|11:25am] |
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I have a craving for corn, I got earworm and Quinn (Jessy's Aunt named him that!) is all in my shirt giving me kisses. But besides that I'm so nervous about Saturday. In a way I never want it to come and in another I an't wait for it to pass.
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| I want that and that oooh and those! |
[13 Jun 2005|11:46am] |
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Well this morning I went do to Old Navy and gave them my application. I was really nervous and it took forever to find someone. But I did it and tomorrow I'll be calling. So I hope I really get it! I need monet for my trip to Chicago and besides a discount would be awesome. I really love the stuff there. They had the loveliest shoes and a coral colored blazer oh I though I was going to die! But yeah enough my confusing blabber.
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| Hey there babe ~-^ |
[12 Jun 2005|11:51am] |
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Wow yesterday I made an impulse buy that was just not really me. We were at hot topic yesterday because Jessy wanted a pair of converses. Well anyway I walked by the CDs and just happen to look down at The Starting Line's Based On A True Story. I read about them in AP and I heard Bedroom Talk once and I couldn't even really remember it. But I bough the CD anyway. Normally when I buy a CD it's because I've heard a few songs off it and liked them or like the band before. I like it though. And besides William came to the mall with us. So when we met up at the food court it was just so funny to go; "William! William! Who's that?" and pull out the CD to show him the back. He yelled out "Kenny!" and did this little dance. That kid's growing up right. Looking at the pictures of the rock magazines cause he can't read and jumping around to my CDs.
The boys he knows. (Rockers William can point out.)
Kenny Vasoli, The Starting Line
Andy Hurley, Fall Out Boy
Gerard Way, My Chemical Romance
Jeph Howard, The Used
Whisper, Whisper
William: JESSY! You think Andy is sexy!
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| Would you bury me? |
[10 Jun 2005|08:01pm] |
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Ok so today I went to the St. Francis fair... if you could call it a fair. And we were in the tage sale tent. I was skimming through the books when I came across the The Knot's wedding guide. It wasn't marked in or pages torn, just perfect. So I looked around for the price and there was a sign. The normal deal hardcovers a dollar paperback fifty cents. Yep I paid fifty cents for a brand new book! A wedding one none the less. That so made my week forget day. I also had a little snow cone fight with Jes. Not to mention I spilt a lot on myself. And I got a little bubbles filled duck. That made me happy. What else? Oh yeah yesterday I found out Old Navy is hiring from Kim. I'm going to apply. But for now I'm sleepy so I'm going to stop thinking.
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| desperation mummer |
[30 May 2005|05:04pm] |
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First I have to say is White Noise is awful! Darn it I saw it a couple weeks ago and I spent a whole minute going "Something going to happen. (repeated 5 or 9 times) Get away from the tv!" (talking to the tv) and then I screamed really loud and jumped up off the couch. God, it was embarrassing. More recently though I saw Madagascar and the penguins (the reason I went to see the movie), I loved it! Those penguins we're the evilest cutest! After waiting for over 6 months I got to see it. It made my day. Now I can't wait to see Chicken Little which comes out in the fall. Also I've been sketching a lot in my sketch pad. Today I went to the parade it was really boring with no friends. But Jessy was marching and I got to take pictures so it was cool. The was the drum beat vibrate through me made me smile.
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| sleep walking, awake laying |
[20 May 2005|06:16pm] |
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Well a couple of nights ago I watched Napoleon Dynamite for the first time. It was ok. It took two days to watch cause I got really tierd the first night. Jessy scared me to the point that I stopped mid-scream and I swear I nearly peed my pants. Yesterday I went out shopping for a pair of boot cut jeans. They're long and they scrunch up at the bottom it love the way they look. The only thing is they have a regular waist instead of the flairs hip hugging so it's taking some time to get use to it. I also got a new cami to sleep in which I did last night which felt really good. And my boob popped out only like three times. Well now it's time to eat and I think I'm going to watch Big Fish after. Chris said it was a good movie so I'll give it a try. If I cry it's his fault!
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| Lerning to Walking |
[17 May 2005|05:53pm] |
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As I type this Bert is climbing the cat house and continuous looking up at me with a look only something as innocent as he could give. He makes me smile. Today I let him and Conner walk around the kitchen and I tell you I didn't have my back turned for more then five seconds and he found his way in the bathroom. I wish I could take him when I go away when ever that is and where ever it is. Which brings me to another thing. One thing I've come to find comfort in is the idea that I don't sleep alone. I never really liked it and feel much safe when someone (or a pet) is near. I've been very scared that when I moved I'd have to sleep alone. I talked to Claire on the phone for like an hour. As of now though who knows if it'll change she's going to move with me. I'll have to share the closet and bathroom but not being alone is worth it. For some reason last night I was just really happy and giggly. It feels good to be out of the depressed state I was for a while. I still don't know if Vinny will be watching the parade with me but Claire said she'll try to come. Think about Memorial Day makes me think about all the memories of summer but in a good way. I hope this summer will be just as fulfilling and life changing.
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| Best Day Ever |
[16 May 2005|11:14am] |
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First off I want to say sorry to everyone for my little hiatus I was in a sort of phunk. Next on my agenda:
So this weekend was the best of the year so far. At first it didn't seem like it was going to be. I had a hard time sleeping in the other room and I had a cold. But I spent the whole morning just laying in bed alone relaxing in the sunshine. Then I got out of bed put some clothes on and went down stairs. William let me on the computer and I talked to Chris. (For those who don't know Chris is my ex boyfriend who recently started talking to me again.) He asked me if I wanted to come over and hang out with him and his friend. I had to wait for Jessy's mom to get back from shopping. So after eating my sub I asked her if she'd take me. She said no at first but then five minutes later said she would. I arrived around seven and got to stay till ten. We didn't talk much and I saw Goonies for the first time. It made me feel better though. I though hang out with him would be weird but it wasn't at all. I felt toady comfortable the first day I went over which was about two weeks ago. We talk more on the computer then when I'm there though. So on to Sunday.. I spent a good amount of day reading the Sunday paper. I mean the actual paper not the fliers and comics. I found out about an art exhibit in Massachusetts Museum. I also found out about this tea tasting room in New York I really want to go to this summer. I also called Vinny (and he picked up!) I asked him about the battles of the bands and we had a pretty good conversation about the whole thing. I'm not going to repeat it though. He kept loosing signal though so I said I'd call him back after the second cut off. I did but he didn't pick up so I just left a message to call me back. Who knows if he wiil. Then I just kind of lounged around and watched the rain. I was really peaceful. Claire wants me to hang out with her today but I don't know what's going on.
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| Hold me down, it wont stop the screaming |
[13 Apr 2005|01:37pm] |
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Marblehead had kittens last night/today. I don't know how many because she was still giving birth when I went to bed. One of them died but I don't want to talk about it. So today I went down to my grandma's... yeah now I have an eye doctor's appointment at 1:30pm. I fear and hate the eye doctor but I really need to get new glasses so I have to go. Uh yeah also while taking Mayner for a walk I lost my new sunglasses needless to say I'm really bummed about that. Nothing else really to say.
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| It isn't good but I don't feel bad |
[10 Apr 2005|03:09pm] |
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Wow I haven't put anything in here for a long time. I've just been hanging out at my aunts really doing nothing important. So I wont bore you with me trying to remember the past few weeks. We'll remember this weekend. So Friday I did a whole boat load of walking and I even got to take the dogs for a walk. Needless to say since I haven't done much walking I was exhausted that night and really sore in the morning. Saturday was pretty normal we went to church and the mall. And damn it I wish I carried eyeliner. Why? Because some pretty boy from a band asked me if I had any. I should start from the beginning. So we weren't even in the mall five minutes when I hear "Excuse me?" and I was just like hu? There was some guy with a lip ring (I remember that because I focused on that instead of looking him in the eye... hate looking people in the eye) and he was explaining he was in a band from Ohio (sorry I can't remember the name) and was looking for people to sign up for their mailing list. Being the I-wana-learn-about-undiscovered-bands person I am I was like yeah! The after he said "I know this is a really weird question but we have a photo shoot later today and I was wandering do you have eyeliner I could buy off you for like 75 cents?" I didn't have any cause I don't wear it but damn it boys should not be deprived of their eyeliner! Um yeah besides the point I got really hot sunglasses and some bracelets. I also bought Bright Eye's I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning. I have a hard time admitting that. So Vinny was right I like Bright Eyes bleh. This morning we took the dogs for another walk yeah more walking. Now I'm just wishing Chris wasn't watching TV and talking to me.
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| it's like tossing feathers out the window |
[25 Mar 2005|03:59pm] |
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Well I got four hours sleep, my hair is just crap, my stomach aches and it's all worse then it was yesterday! I give up on boys, crushes and love it's not worth it.
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| On a differnt note |
[25 Mar 2005|05:35am] |
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Vinny you bastard you better pick up when I call you I got something to say that might make you laugh.
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| It never happens to the fat kid |
[25 Mar 2005|04:39am] |
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When I was little I never though of having someone... I mean cause come on who wanted to be seen with the short fat girl with the ugly glasses, horrid hair and no fashion sense? So ya now I've got great hair, I'm tall, for the most part my skins good and people tell me I'm beautiful (but hey I still think I got no ass and my thighs are a little to big but that's my fault I'm lazy). I'm still not use to the fact that people want to be with me and I mean like gorgeous people! I just wanted one person to like me one that's it now what I get a whole damn mess! There's Farley he lives in the Philippines. He asked me to tell my past and I told him everything. He said such sweet things. I don't know why but he tells me he likes me. I told him it wouldn't work because we were just to far away. He tells me he wont give up. There's Sean who didn't say anything till I said Chris was cute (more on him later)but I'm just not into him. Then there's Ronnie who's only sixteen. He told me I was beautiful and he loved me so many times my cheeks turned red. Although how much can a sixteen years old really love? And is going out with some young really good for me? Not to mention it really seems all he wants is sex. And then the one I'm not really sure of, Chris. I mean he didn't say anything until I said how everyone was saying they liked me now that I was calling a boy cute. What he didn't know was the "boy" was him. Of course I figure I had no real chance. Was he saying he wanted me only because of what I said or was it true? He is just lovely, (for a boy) he drinks raspberry tea and blows kiss. I have no idea what to do though and I don't want to hurt anyone. I wish I could sleep on it but all this racing through my mind is making it imposable.
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| Popsicle... the new black? Alright! |
[24 Mar 2005|02:02pm] |
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There's this interview where Frank says he wish popsicles were the new black so then everyone would have them. It really reminds me of the summer. We use to walk to Big Y and buy a box (sometimes two if there was a sale) of popsicles and then just hang out somewhere and eat them all. It was simple but we had fun. Vinny would eat two at time so I never ate more then him. This one time he had two red ones and I don't remember the exact words but he said he was going to dot my cheeks with them and make me look like a doll. Jessy remind me that. I don't know what it was but a couple of days ago my cheeks had a reaction to something and it looked like I was blushing. It really stung and they felt warm. Oh and Aunt Shari and Kim came home Tuesday but they're going back today. Lucky they'll be coming back tomorrow. So who expected there'd be any snow? I was told it was lovely out Tuesday but I wouldn't know I was stuck inside. Bleh so ya that's about it.
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| Damn it! I fell asleep. |
[22 Mar 2005|03:24pm] |
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Ok I learned a couple of lessons today. Here they are:
-I can't cook with a pan that is not non-stick. I nearly smoked out the aparment.
-I should not stay up all night.
-I'm very disorented when I have lack of sleep there for I should not shower in that state. I burnt my left shoulder today.
-Laying on my tummy makes me sleepy and unless I want to sleep I should not do that.
-Old guys are real pigs! They're so blunt about wanting sex. And unlike most people my age it's no kidding or cute.
-Too much sugar makes anything funny.
-And I'm not the person I was before, not even yesterday.
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| It starts with one excuse |
[22 Mar 2005|06:40am] |
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Wow from "since I took a nap I'll stay up till 2" lead to I never went to bed. And now I'm starving and I made 2 ham, egg and cheese sandwhiches and yes I'm going to eat them. Aunt Shari and Kim might be coming back today. I have mixxed feelings.
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